top 10

There is nothin much to write bout these days... kinda busy doin absolutely nothin... :P

absolutely vela, what to do...??? i guess this's the time to recollect the all time fav's...

( May be am gonna miss out on quite afew of em.. there are so many... fir bhee... :) )

10. For starters, it has to be DISTURBED. Great band, great music!... i luv all the songs... so whichever song that i list, hardly matters... this ones called "prayer".

9. For the 9 th plac eits between "carnival of rust" and "Late goodbye" (both by the poets of the fall)... even though i listen more of carnival, still it HAS to be Late goodbye... It oozes pain... (Late good BYe - Poets of teh Fall))

8. *Its the song of my first love*... absolutely poignant!... the tune just transports me back in the past... the freshness of first love.... Materpeice!...

(Talk - Coldplay)

7. This one doesn sound really cheerful, a song... but i guess it has always motivated me to keep the fight goin on... to win... LUV THIS ONE! (The video got copyright issue- cant post the original... check it out on youube urself)

(Loser - 3 doors down)

6. This onez all pain again... i really like its video. And the song is great.

(but i guess the video has some copyright issue... cannot be embedded.. so am posting some other vid of the same song :( )s - Sum41)

(Peices - Sum41)

5. Rammstein! THE GAWDS OF METAL! The most classic... Du hast!

(Du hast - Rammstein)

4. This is where i began! MI2 soundtrack (my first recognizable hard rock song to which i was really hooked!) cheers for the most amazing Limp Bizkit!

(Take a look around - Limp bizkit)

3. For the sheer no of times (may be more than 2500 times) that ive listened to this song... it deserves the 3rd rank. :P

(You and Me - Lifehouse)

2. For the past 3 years, stayin at hostel, thinkin bout home... all that angst, that pain, that love... this song has it all!

(Home - Breaking Benjamin)

1. I donno why, but i can still hear this one as many times as possible... all night, all day... like crazy!!! Mera no 1! :)

(To the moon and back - Savage Garden)

Deep forest and gupt :(

Gupt- Gupt has always been amongst my most fav songs... but i din knew, even this was lifted off some popular track....

(from deep forest's - deep forest)

Sheer beauty

Am in love with guns...

I love em... From Dragunov SVD to mosin-nagat and from M16-Ak47 to classic springfeild... i love em all... given a chance i will like to hold it, fire it and keep it with me. i love guns...

The way it represents sheer power, a power to strike with deadly force...

 I know it kills... and human life is precios... but what does not kill?

Am not eligible for Air force. My resolve to join any other service in military is shaky... may be ill do an MBA than landing up somewhere where i cant fly... But surely one good reason that i wanted to join military (army now) is to fire a firearm... hold it... touch it... feel it... experience the recoil and look through the aiming sight... GAWD i love guns! they are beutiful than any girl... any natural scenary... anything ever made...

(The pic at the start is of one of my favourites... the sturmgrewehr 44 (looks much like an AK 47))

 

quantity and quality

its really surprising to discover that even quantity is quality...

like if you owerwhelme something with excessive firepower rather than havin a fair accuracy (Ak47 Vs M16)...

or 

you flood the markets with something thats cheap and easy to produce, than having a higly effective yet complicated design, hard to manufacture (Surf excel Vs Nirma).... its the quality of quantity ( which is the sheer quantity of qunatity ) that has supremacy over quality's quality alone. 

thats where the kiss principle derives from...

THE KISS PRINCIPLE

K- Keep

I - It

S - Simple

S- Stupid!

;)

such a lonely world

Just finished "Inheritance of loss" and it was good. No doubt it was well written. An open ending and yet i end up appreciting the elan; thats something. I guess finally am coming to terms with an open endings. As i had read in one of the RC passages at the Career launcher's english class... open endings capture the reality of life... the possibilties of the story ending in any form... any end. Happy. Sad. Ambivalent. Am beginning to understand.

Inheritance of loss is a story which had the capacity to connect. And it spoke of a reality that each one of us tries to "ignore". Of destitution, of helplessness... We, living a life that is by all material means saturated overlook miseries. 

one of the lines that really moved me said

... Its hard to accept oneself as is. Of our shortcomings and fragility. It needs a facade of persuasion, not for other but for our veryown self. Everyone does it....

This kinda jolted my guts inside. Were my beleifs my facade? or am i just running from my deficiancies?

I Could identify mysef with gyan. Was i just blaming my incompetence to unfathomed causes and treading a path i myself dont know where it lead....

god knows...