Wednesday, September 14, 2011

the roller coaster




Lifes a roller coaster. Takes you on a ride. And if you've ever been on one, then you know!

You start off slow. Then there's this slow ascent taking you to a high point. While reaching the high-point, being there on the high-point, there's always this fear. The thoughts... "Whoa! i should never have been here!" "ah! i am taking this ride cause of this idiot, who forced me to accompany"... "never again! never again!"

And before you know it, you are going down, real fast. real real fast. The G's pulling up on you! The fear- all getting real.... And finally the low. Theres nothing that the ride can do to you now, when you get there. Its gone! the fear! The worse! Youve seen it! It was the fall that was scary. The transition. Now the low.

Then on, its a ride up! any movement only takes you high. The exhilaration,of rising up. Sometimes we forget it was that very fear of going down that caused this exhilaration of climbing up again. & sometimes when we do, its what we call "nostalgia".

Lifes on that high point now. I am going to go down. I was rising up all along. This is the high point for this cascade. Will go down, and will again rise up! Up! Up! so high....

(pic: The T-express, everland, Korea)

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Aweomeness is Back!

i shall let the pics do the talking...








Specs
Dell XPS with 2 gb Nvidia Geforce 540M + 6gb Ram + Core i5 sandybridge processOr
Cooler master Ergo Stand
Altec Lasnsing Octave 7 - 2.1
Frontech Mechanical Keyboard
logitech wireless mouse

GAME ON!


Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Thanks

I remember a day, when all hope was lost.
Life was sad, glum.. on a train, returning back... scared... but without a choice... no where to go...

i dunno what would've happened, had he not trusted in me. Well i could not muster enough confidence to trust in my own self...

But like a movie climax, on that sad, gloomy evening, on a train, while the sun set.... i was given hope.. He said he trusted in me & would like me to try again & not loose hope.

It changed everything.
Thanks for trusting in me, Dad! I haven't done as good as you expected, but hopefully i will do better.

I remember to this day & probably will, all life long.


Friday, August 12, 2011

longing..

Come with me tonight, this feelings i hide...
spinning inside....
Take me to a place... our bodies go fly...
I get high................ sky.....

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just when things go all right.... i got frnds in korea now... real deal... gems they are... all drunked up.. enjoying... movies.. sightseeing... games... endless chatter.... all the good life... and then it friggin ends!
Crap! X-(