vengenace... the path of satan...

This is to document the pain that am feeling. I can feel that frustration, a slight dizziness , ears feel hot. Heart seems to be burning. It’s a sense to do something, hurt someone or myself. Mind is screaming for a shot of intoxicant. Still the consciousness of mind prevents me from attempting anything stupid. But feeling is unwavering to document this pain, and feel it when needed, and seek vengeance. A vengeance without the onslaught of emotions, for emotions make a man weak. Vengeance worth the pain, pain for pain, loneliness for loneliness, an ignore for the ignore, frustration for the frustration.